Waiting for Nothing

Why Do I do what i do
Turn around when i hear my name
My soul stands behind and watches the game
Knowing my heart will find the pain
Plenty of knowledge to avoid the situation
Yet letting it go with the anticipation
That the setting will change and find gratification
But accomplishing nothing and still left waiting
Procrastinating the inevitable
Trying to prolong the unstoppable
Yet hollowing my soul till its untolerable
And finding it was never expected to happen
Still I wait to find that one moment
Where I will receive the one the was stolen
Always I waited to get there unbroken
And now Its all just a game