When

I have loved and I have lost

My heart baring the cost

Broken and shattered

Nothing seems to matter

Words turn into lies

I feel as though I want to die

To give up what is left of me

Just no longer be

Fade to the shadows

Hang my head from the gallows

Gone is the way of my lover

And I only suffer

I do not desire words of comfort

My sorrow I do not want to divert

This pain is still a memory

Of that which he gave to me

Leave my heart to bare this burden

Let me remain broken

I will smile again

It is my choice as to when