Number one fan

I can't stop crying

Cuz of the thought of maybe leaving

The feeling of me dieing

And having to watch my family grieving

Thinking of all the things i wont be here for

And the feeling of being departed

Not being able to touch my kids anymore

And not seeing the part of my life that's uncharted

It's ok though, cuz i know eryone will be taken care of

And i know that i will be too

I will be braced with kindness and love

And my inner beauty will be put into view

All my dreams will come to pass

Because they will be a reality

Ill forget all the wrong in my past

And my soul will hve vitality

I will watch my babies grow to woman and man

And talk to them in thier dreams

In ways they will only inderstand

Im always ganna be there to sooth thier screams

I will watch my husband love again

But i know he will never forget me

Because he is the one who set me soul free

My mom and dad will live thier life

Like i want them to do

They tough me what it meant to be man and wife

And to always be true

I'll help my brother make his dreams real

And hand him all he can possibly desire

Hold him at night to help him heal

Put him where he wants to be and higher

I will see everything they do throughout thier day

Follow every step they take

Hear every word they udder or say

Sitting with them while they pray

Even though i'll be gone

I'll be in each of thier hearts

Watching from dusk till dawn

Fixing all thier broken parts

This will be my heaven

Sitting next to the holy man

Sending our love leaven

Watching them all like thier number one fan