BeautifulySad

She sits in the tub

Candles lit all around

Trying to cry herself clean

Trying to accept who she found

She found herself

She’s sad and weak

Misunderstood and mad

Once called a freak

She fights the sorrow

Pushes it away

Digs deep for her soul

She tries to pray

She screams in frustration

No one answer’s her call

They are to far away

Her heart gives, and she begins to fall

She sits in the tub

She sits and soaks

Crying for tomorrow

On her tears she chokes

Looking for the sun

Fighting the pain

Not wanting to give up

But she feels the rain

Told she was normal

She thought she was so much more

Hating who she was

Trying to beat down the door

The candles go out

Her mind is dark

Still looking for her sun

She’s lost the spark