Words of frustration

I'm calling anyone to listen please;
Hear me plea, i'm begging on my knees,
You don't have to do anything;
All i ask is someone to listen.

I don't really know where to begin;
I'm lost in this journey i am taking,
I hope this message will come to him;
I don't care where we're at,it's either with him or nothing.

Why does it take so long?
How much hardships,isolation should i take on?
He said,hold on it will be so soon,
Last i check, it's already June.

And i feel so close yet so distant;
My feeling grows even were apart,
How could he tell me,Don't worry;
When inside,i feel so sorry.

I am longing to see him again,
Deep in my heart, there's a thing unseen;
I don't need a car,money, all those fancy things;
For in his arms,i see future,i feel heaven.

         kissofasia..........