Everything

Everything I have ever said to you,
Those wispered words we speak in the dark,
Not one of them has been the truth,
And it's only because I love you.

Anytime we walked hand in hand
Speaking of our bright and shiny future
All those words, and the smiles that surrounded them
Were mistruths meant to make you happy.

All my happiness lays within the lies that make you smirk.

But I have to kill the lies,
Break them, like those promises of days past
Everylasting does have an expiration,
I just hope it isn't ours today.

Feeling isn't easy, neither is breathing
Moment of truth
I don't want to unmask the mistruths anymore
I want us to be how we were before

You were the cheater ,
And I was the whore .
We were always hiding, but we were contented.

Nestled safely within our trickery and deception.

Contented in our false hopes and tainted truths.
But I have to lay it all to rest.
For you see darling I really do love you.

I love you enough to lie to you,
I know you love me enough to lie to me too.

I know we are headed to destruction.
And there is nothing we can do to stop it now.
We've been at square one since we started,
And there is nowhere to go but down.



I cannot afford to exspell the lies
They bind us, they make us what we are.
And baby I know we are so wrapped up in this 'perfection'
I don't even think we know what we are.

But I know, I changed my mind.