i love you so much

If i could put it in words, i would.
i love you so much it's painful
id give anything to hug you right now.
my heart is breaking whether you believe it or not.
i love you so fucking much
i wish i could tell you.
i wish you could hear me say it.
cause that's the only way you'd believe me.
i flirt, yes.
you had a BF and you still said you loved me
i believed it everytime
and that's because i felt you meant it
and im positive you did.
it doesnt matter whether im in a realtionship
or if you're in a relationship
we could love other people
but remember that we were each others FIRST.
and no matter what i'll always be deeply in love with you.
i dont care who knows.
i love you.
i can say it forever and ever because i mean it with my heart, my soul, and everything else in me.