Hope Is Lost

So many things that I've had to see,

So many things I've pretended to be.

I still keep trying,and I don't know why.

With everything thats happened I might as well die.

So many things that I've had to hide,

All those times when I lied.

I keep believing that things will improve,

But apparently destiny does not approve.

I've been watching everyone fall,one by one,

Waiting for myself to be done.

I tried to have faith,I tried to have hope,

But finally,my life I could no longer cope.

Another one for Crystal..and most of you who read this know who I'm talking about if you've read the story on my page