There's No Me Here Anymore

I spent most of my life
Chasing those selfish desires
That your foolish heart pumps to your mind
Thinking 'This is the only way to live'

And then I met my Beloved
Oh but my Lover is no one night stand
He is an Eternal Lover
He helped me kill myself

Not with a gun
or rope
But with kind deeds and cutting away the flesh of the world
And now I stand before you
Not me
But Him.