My last request

Hearing your voice once again...i thought i lost you. Once i saw you i ran and you caught me. The look on your face was puzzled and it made me wonder. All the mistakes that we made added up in the end. The way you held me it just didnt feel the same. All i wanted to do was to go back to when our love was new. Just to see the look on your face me me think of an end. I just couldnt help but cry because i knew....you were going to leave me. Watching you lye there so helplessly made me want to help you more. I just couldnt help but see you so down and sad...even though we werent together i still cared. I dont think you knew but i was there. You were my sunshine...my whole heart and i felt like i lost the main part of my soul. I wish i could go back in time and tell you how i felt but it just wasnt the same as you. Once i thought we would last forever but it just wasnt the same. My best regards to you now as you lye there on that hospital bed. I just wish you could hear the words i tell you....i wish you would just wake up and hear me out. I love you with all my heart and i just never want to let you go...but you cant hear me...you cant even see me. You dont even know im here......i just wish everything would go back...back to when we were young and in love...and everything was alright...My last request is to see you alive...see you happy. See that big smile on your face the way you smiled at me. If that smile isnt for me...i just want to see you happy. Please come back to me...you mean the world to me and you didnt even know it......