Languering thoughts....ramble on forever

Sitting here....waiting for you to call wrapped around in circles trying to find an end. Speaking the truth...being myself. Happy thoughts just ramble around. Theres never an end to hartred n pain. Not being with you is never the same. To see you smile and all that laughter....makes me wanna have fun and run a mile longer. I never thought anybody could make me feel this way but then again who ever does. You seem to make me smile...make me cry i love you as long as i am to die. The love i have for you will never fade. I just feel trapped in some kind of place. Healing from all the pain that i have been through. Not knowing what i should actually do. You make up for every tear. Hahahah nows the time to go grabb a beer. Im just jokin you know i dont do that. You seem to catch my eye everytime. Throught thickness and thin we always pull through. My love for you will never end because your the only thing that has kept me going through everything...i love you babe!