Nothing Short Of A Fairytale

Yeah, I'm blind to reality
I can't see anything outside my world
I live this fairytale
Where I feel safe and accepted

Oh wait, that world's been shattered
I just found out my wonderland is fake
My heart's been crushed into the ground
But I don't care, I'll face the pain again

Feel that lovely pinch and tingling on my skin
A feeling like no other entering my world
I feel the ripping of my heart and take a deep breath
My lungs only fill with tears because the pain is so much

Tears of joy and of pain
Feeling their sting roll down my face
At least I'm not feeling nothing at all
At least I have something to hold on to now that you're gone

I'm lost in No-such-thing-as-foreverland
Filled with tears and heartbreak
Pain is all you feel in this new world I had to create
When there's no happiness or love to feel, that world was shattered