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My pet died, I was sad and angry

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You said that I'm the strong one
that I could handle it all
maybe you were right
or maybe you were wrong
you said I didn't need you
that the other's did
cause they were weak
Why couldn't you see that I needed you too?
now all I do is cry for you
the other's don't understand my pain
I hate it that you left me
I had so much more to learn
I hate the way you died
I would have died for you
why didn't you let me do it
all you had to do was say the word
instead you thought that I was nuts
for saying such things
so much pain so much trauma
it's too much for me
I feel so lost at times
I don't know where I want to be
everyone leans on me
they think I have all the answers
What is it that they see?
I'am really not that strong
I' m just trying to discover me
What is my life all about?
What is my purpose here?
Is it to take care of other's
when I can't take care of me
the pain I carry is just to much
I don't know how to let it go
Who can I talk too?
Who will really understand?
I try to lean on no one
I just pray for God's ears
feeling lost and all alone at times
I pray that I would see the light
I pray that I could have the strenght to see another day
but most of all I pray that all my pain in my heart will go away!
Written by Karen J. Jeffery
Nov.30, 2004
for my Mom
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On March 25th 2008 mcihellejane Said :
mcihellejane I can just feel the relentless beat of sadness and longing in this piece. Very, very strong emotions. Hope all gets better-I lost my baby girl (my dog) a while back and things were quite rough for a while..:)