when does it get better

Everything gets better

But a second it gets worse

Today I feel a little better

But tomorrow I will feel worse

Today I laughed so hard

Almost couldn’t stop

Tomorrow ill cry so hard

Ill feel like useless as a rock

Today I loved myself

Thought I was a pretty girl

Tomorrow Ill feel ugly

A stupid girl lost in the world

Today I thought I was happy

Nothing could make me sad

Tomorrow ill be depressed again

I wish I had that smile I use to have