i wish i was dead

When I look back at life

What good has come

Im not what I use to be

I just got plain dumb

I wished I look like her

She has such a pretty face

When people walk by her

She never gets erased.

Im the one you hate

Who’d rather die

you see me in the hall

You say im pretty it’s all lies

I wish I was skinny

I wish my face was clear

I wish I didn’t hurt

When I look in the mirror

Ugly person I fucking hate

On the outside and inside

When I give you a smile

A frown that begins to hide

I hate myself

I wish I were

Dead if I was

I would hear anything

That would ever be said.