What I'm thinking when I should sleep

1.) It's 12:01, I miss you

7.) These letters are unreadable

13.) I apologize, it's was so dark

2.) It's 12:02, I'm crying lieing too

8.) This flashlight is the my sun, unbearable

14.) and to you, this is just just paper with marks

3.) It's 12:03, I'm near crying.

9.) Those words describe the truth of every night

15.) I know there's more outside these walls

4.) 12:04, I must be in love, or otherwise dieing

10.) Why else can't I breathe, or make my heart beat right?

16.) This is how it's been, since the time stalls

5.) 12:05, I've had enough

11.) Just how long can I wait?

17.) If this keeps goingI'll run out of tears and cry blood 

6.) 12:06. I'm done done being tough 

12.) I no longer can write  think straight

18.) It's like the skies are raingining  raining mud