SO MUCH LOVE AND PAIN

WHAT THE FUCK I AM

 i love her the way that no one can do

i care for her as if she's the only one who need it

but where i am now

sitting in this lonely fucking place

tears coming from my eyes

seeing her with another guy

i keeo on loving her

she keeps on pushing me away

what the fuck i am

time had pass but i keep on loving her

staying on her side

whenever she needs me the most

what the fuck i am

letting her to hurt me this much

she needs me when there is no one here for her

she dump me when she has someone on her side

what the fuck i am

still hoping her to comeback

and say that she's still inlove with me

the way she had before

what the fuck i am to take lots of time to realize

that she's no longer mine

and now i decided to move on

and forget the fucking love i have for her......

-------------------jessie--------------------------