love me? not.

it's pathetic.

feeling like this for you.

all i want is your happiness.

yet i want to be the one gives this to you.

as you have done for me.

i want to make you feel unbelievably alive.

as you have done for me.

but,

still,

i am not what you want.

so you will not have me.

i would follow you to the ends of the earth and back again twice.

there's no other, for me or for you.

yet you don't want me.

i understand.

i don't want to understand.

but i understand.

love me?

not.

the petals on the flower shall not tell me what i want.

i am pathetic.