What im not

Im not some kind of toy you can play with then throw away.

if you get bored you would not say, but just ditch me for another.

as i sit on the window pane i wonder why i even tried.

you told me you loved me, then broke my heart and lied.

i've tried all i can think of to make it work. But i give up now, you just a selfish jerk.

you get mad because i wont have sex. but guess what, theres a reason for that.

im not a dumb blonde, i see what u want, but your not getting it.

and when i tell you you just throw a fit.

threaten to dump me, find someone new.

well, thats your own fault, i can get way better than you.

as i sit on the window pane crying alone

no one will ever see the expression i've shown.

i gave you my everything and you threw that away.

i hope it haunts you each night and day.

for when you get hurt by that skinny lil hooker, and she tears you heart in two.

just remember....you threw away the one that actually loved you.

could've loved you all my life and that never would've gona away.

you use to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade.

as i sit on the window pane, my heart wrenched in a knot.

i hope you see what you think i am. because im not.