Forgotten....

It washes over me blue
As my eyes gaze into its wonder
And the lights are dimmer
I cant quite understand
Whats making me shake
I dont want to look any closer
Cause I dont want to be let down
Find out that I was always alone
Wishing that the clock would be wound
Back to the day when I cared
And we would always seek
That thing that would let us breath
In that salty ocean air
But now I sit in this emptiness
You cant look for you cant bare
To see what has taken me
Now all I can do is
Wait for the days to pass
I just want to sleep
For time flies by when your not there
I say to you, please dont weep
These days they seem long
But they will be gone
Before too long

I must live with all of my regrets
And I dream about my death
Every night is the same
I try to find some other person to blame
But never can I find a soul
That fits the part like I do
I guess I played it perfect
It was all me and not a
Single second was you
You say that you miss me
I just cant seem to see
How that could be possible
For all the hell I put you threw
I figured you would be what I would lose

This thing that I cant quite understand
Washes over me blue
And it stains my mouth
So every time I speak it escapes
I dont like how it sounds
So Ill keep my voice down
Ill disappear into the December snow
Cause I could never let you know
What Ive been hiding in this
Void of my heart
So, Ill fill it up with that feeling
Its not what I want
But it fills this emptiness
And when I die from this explosion
Will you forget me?
Oh, will you forget me?