New Years

Sitting.

With you in a white room,
unaware of the coming doom.
Never once have I loved so much
I remember when it was a simple crush.

NewYears night is one to remember,
On that horrible unforgiving day in December.

Crash.

Glass shatters downstairs,
the sweet silence suddenly tears.
As we go to see what broke,
I feel somthing inside like a stroke.

Red.

Suddenly is all I can see,
I fell to the ground I hear you call me.
You rush to my side, pick me up
My eyes start to focus,
I look up.

I can feel my blood running down my chin
My lifeline I know is running thin.
I thought we fixed this, I thouht I was safe,
I thought never again would this take place.

Sobbing.

I can hear you cry,
I can feel you'r tears.
My eyes widen as more blood appears.

The pain is overwelming,
staring at the ceiling.
I hear you pray,
"Please God,
let her be OK.."

Through your muffled words,
"Take me instead,
 have me dead,
She's everything to me
save her God ....Please"

Fear.
 
I see movment behing your head,
a single shot.
You were dead.

Trapped screams fill me inside,
as you lay bleeding my my side.
I looked into your Jade eyes still full of tears,
This was the worst of my fears.

Scilence.

Laying in a pool of blood,
I had one last kiss with my departed love.

I still await the day when I will see you,
but for right now I must pull through.

You'r sacrifice will not be a waste,
You'r sweet blood is the only thing I can taste.

Alone.

One day I may see you,
Please wait for me,
I'll be there soon,
But till then I will wait,
In an empty white room