I Sit Alone

I sit alone
In a room full of people
Shadowy figures, talking and laughing
So crowded I cant draw a breath
Yet I am still alone

People hug me, grab me
Touch me and never stop
But its not real
And I am still alone

I long to feel loved
To feel wanted
To have that special someone
A person to share with
But I am still alone

Everyone has a someone
Or so I used to believe
Now I am not so sure
Because I am still alone

I try to convince myself
That I still have time
But to have gone so long
Without even a taste
Of that elusive thing called love
The line is wearing thin
And I am still alone

Maybe I am to go without
That one person who cares
Without that someone
To hold me when I am sad
To call me for no reason
To listen to my dreams and fears
Without once laughing
That person who is mine
And I am theirs
Leaving me still alone