Giving up

Pain became my best friend,

Trust only meant black mail,

Love was lost, did not exist,

You surrounded me, refused to leave,

Protected all that was left inside me,

Coaxed it out, nurtured it's growth,

I think you smiled as I gave my all,

The feelings cracked and I ran to you,

Your words coated me from everything,

With you back to back with me,

My heart could lead, my pain blinded,

My love who saw the frown in the smile,

You helped me and I love you,

But I'm not special and you deserve better,

What have I done for you?

You speak to me less and less,

And to others more and more,

I just keep on loving you,

I'm confused, what is going on?

Please don't just be stringing me along!

Him: I've been waiting for you love.

Her: I've been right in front of you.

Him: Why didn't you call me!?

Her: I have been baby.

Him: I would have answered.

Her: Well I've given up.