Numb

As I Stand Outside,

No Noise Breaks The Silence.

So Dark: No Moon Shines Tonight.

I Shout A Challenge To The Sky:

To Take Me Away.

I Almost Feel That It Might,

Make Me Dissolve Into Nothing.

So Alone In This World.

As Always,

I Feel Myself Change.

Into A Monster,

Something I Hate.

But I Can Feel Nothing.

I've Become Numb.

No Pain Comes Anymore.

As I Fall To My Knees.

The Silence Is Deafening.

And I Feel,

Not For The First Time,

That I Wish The Sky Would Swallow Me Whole.

To Take Me Away,

From The World And It's Problems.

My Head Swims With Thoughts,

Who Will I Miss?

Who Will Miss Me?

As I Scream One Last Time,

And I Slip Away Into A World Of Darkness.