The pain that is hidden

Why do i feel like i dont belong?
like im not even here?
everyday is just the same
how could i just disappear?

Day by day, it goes to quick
and its just another day all alone
all i want is someone to hold
but im still all on my own

Late at night i sit and think
what have i done so wrong?
tears begin to fall down my cheeks
i feel like i cant go on

Everyday is such a struggle
to act like im just fine
i fool everyone else, but not me
deep down i know im dying

Noone ever suspects a thing
they all just think its Jess
but really i just want to die
and then i'll be put to rest

This is just another day
its just the same as before
but one day i will have enough
i wont be able to take it anymore

If you find me on the ground
please just leave me there
i dont want you to help me, its to late
you should of told me that you cared...