Final letter...

blank paper right in front of me
the red pen in my hand...
I slowly right my final letter
to all my family and friends

they'd wonder why id do this to them
but the letter will make them understand

Dear,friends and family
I know u wonder why
why i took the pills
why i had to die...
well its simple really
though you'd never understand
that all the time i hid my pain
and no one gave a helping hand
i hid my thoughts and faked a smile
and carried on my days...
but last nite i thought
its time to be on my way
i dont know if you'll miss me
but i couldnt take anymore
so i grabbed the pills from the drawer
and swallowed them all at once
then quickly wrote this note to you
you must think im such a dunce
i did wat i thought i had to do
so i say my last goodbye
please dont be angry with me
and please dont cry
my breath is getting shorter now
the pen is shaking to much
these words are becoming unclear
it seems my time is up
i feel death is so near
my breath is getting shorter now
i cant seem to write this last line
 

goodbye