Reconcile

Our tears blend together as one
so why can't we?
I want my apology to heal this
not be brushed away with an angry heaving sigh
This silence between screams
is the worst place to be.
I wish i could say all the things i want
Maybe sorry can only cover the wound
not help it.
We were fine not half and hour ago
now what happened?
Its funny how a joke can turn into a battle.

I'm trying to wish this all away
it isn't working and my eyes are hurting.

The smallest things can be life changing.

The end is much faster than you'd think
filled with ultimatums
and bad answers to worse questions.
I may only have the dust from your departure
to remember you by.
My insides are being ripped into nothing
but... didn't you love me?
Love lost it's value
when this started didn't it?
Our clenched fists and teeth
might just be hiding what's underneath...