Going Away

I should just go away

I feel like I'm interrupting everybody's lives

My life is like a damn hell hole

That keeps getting bigger from non-stop drama;

Shrinks when I'm alone

But grows again as I go back out

I wish I would just go away

So that when I'm alone

I know that nobody can help me

I want to just go away

So I don't feel alone

When everyone is around

Most of my life is pain now.

I don't matter to my dad,

Or so it seems...

I feel like I've just lost a bunch of friend

And I will lose more if I stay.