thanks to you

it's 3:00 am

im feeling kind of strange

i feel like i have no purpose i feel all this pain

i don't care about anyone even my self there is no number 1

i sit there and dream of a world without this torture and scream

then i wonder is it for a reason

or is it just here for a chill

so then i dream it is real

theres a  reason i feel like i wanna kill

thoughts go away my brain comes back

i almost feel like im sitting in God's lap

thanks to you im here today

thanks to you i can sit here and pray

thanks to you i found my way

thanks to you i am okay

thanks to you im here today.