I hate to love him

I've tried to move on,

but I just cound not!

I hate loving him,

but i do a lot.

He tells me he loves me too,

but then he goes back to her...

Either he doesnt care or

he just isnt sure.

Every road i take leads me back to him,

i just cant help it.

its like a whirlpool

that brings me back into the same snake pit.

Hes the only one that understands me for me.

but he has no idea what i am going through.

i wish i could find someone i liked,

so he could feel this feeling too.

I guess i will just have to wait it out..

maybe next time he'll stay with me.

maybe he will go running back to her.

what he decides is the only key...