strong enough?

strong enough?

trying to find words to express how i feel

trying to find new ways to deal

feeling my eyes ache

tonight i wont break

wanting to scream and cry

or fall over and die

i hate the pain sneaking up from behind

covering my eyes and making me blind

suprising me with a start

skweezing at my heart

trying to get a grip

and not let myself slip

i need to stay strong

i know these thoughts are wrong

wanting to make the urge go away

hoping tomarrow ill be okay

cant wait till i can relaxe my internal fight

back in your arms i know ill be alright

i have to make it through

i dont want to dissapoint you

i know i can find a better way to cope

i just dont want to let myself hope

tonight seems to drag along

thoughts in my head twisting all wrong

ill make it till tomarrow

then let myself forget the sarrow

i know if you are near

myself i wont have to fear

ill last a little longer

then tomarrow ill know im a little bit stronger