You and Me

you were always the perfect one,
not a screw up like me,
you were always the gorgeous one,
not the ugly monster like me,

you were always good at everything,
I'm horrible at almost anything,
you never got in trouble,
maybe thats why I went the other way,

everybody always adored you,
I'll be glad to know I exist to them,
you always were the straight A student,
I seem to barely pass with a C,

you loved yourself sometimes way too much more then a person should,
i hate myself and wish i was never born,

you always had the perfect life,
I make make my life such a bigger mess,
you always had such sweet dreams at night, always smiling,
while i slept tediously, tears streaking down my face

you were always so perfect,
I'm always screwed up,
you loved me,
I hate you,
you embrace life,
I wither away and wish I had the guts...,
to be dead.