Suffocating

the stone cave is closing in,
the waves begin to cover my head,
the rope finds its way around my neck,
surely I must be suffocating to death,

holding on to no bare thread,
swallowed by darkness and demons,
turning away from the candle lit with hope,
I will just let go,

finding the knife and criss-crossing my skin,
holding my breathe to pass out,
feeling the blood slowly trickle down,
the evil follows me everywhere,

crunch goes my bones as they shatter beyond repair,
bursting my lungs explode so they can hold no more air,
the noose tightens around my neck imprinting it with its scaring kiss,
suffocating,
               is surely my way to die.