I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I wish I was dead sometimes
I'm sorry I get depressed
I'm sorry I cry for everything that should've been right that went wrong
I'm sorry my Dad didn't want me
I'm sorry I didn't know him until I was 4
I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up
I'm sorry I'm alive when my little brother and Aunr aren't
I'm sorry I cry myself to sleep
I'm sorry I watched my friend die when I was 5
I'm sorry I held the towel to my brother's head and he died anyhow
I'm sorry I held my Aunt in my arms as she died and I couldn't save her either
I'm sorry everyone hates me
I'm sorry I'm fat
I'm sorry I'm ugly
I'm sorry everyone judges me because I'm a bitch
I'm sorry I'm still alive