suicide

This is it
the day i die.
i hope it doesnt hurt
will mom hear me cry?

Im tired of being teased
hearing poeple laughing at me.
so i think Hell
is the place i should be.

They say hell is where you go
when you commit suicide.
no one asked me to
its just what ive dicided.

Its the end of my life
its time for me to go.
I hope my mom understands
that i love her so.

But how should i do it
with a knife, or pills?
should i cut my wrist
and let the blood spill?

Will they know how i feel
and why i have to do this?
do they know i hate my life
do they know that im pissed?

So this is the end
it time for me to be at rest.
im counting the minutes
until my last breath.