I

i feel violent, destructive, disorted, confused

broken, disrupted, diluted, difused

i feel hurt, ashamed, dismembered, used

hated evil unwanted and crude

i feel all of these things because you dropped me then

and you know how i feel because i feel it with in

i see darkness, cobwebs, pain, in the same storm clouds,

injustice, hurt of the lame,

i see hate, mistrust, disloyalities, and crime,

hurt and rejected for an endless long time 

i see all of these things because you left me then

and you know what i see because your souls left with in

i know shattred, disturbed, hollow, alone,

empty, silence, and with out console

i know hurt, darkness and staned

edge, truthlessness, shackeled and restrained

i know all of these things because you gave them to me

and you know what i know because it haunts your dreams,

i hold... violent, destructive, distorted, confused

droken, disrupted, diluted, difused,

i hold hurt, ashamed, dismembered and used

hated, evil, unwanted and crude

i hold all of these things in the palm of my hand

and you know that i hold them because you misunderstand.