ask me anything

ask me any thing
and ill tell you the truth
i hate lieing
but im only half true
when i say im alright
im dieing inside
but how do i tell you something
ive fought to hide

give me a chance
and youll see
i try to be happy
its just not me
you ask whats wrong
and what makes me smile
but i truly dont know
its been such a while

all i can say is
when the day comes
youll know
when my freedom
has truly won
there will be no more tears
i wont be afraid to smile

ill start to care
for the people
who were always there for me
youll see the person
that lives inside of me

ask me any thing
and ill try to explain
these feelings
that bring so much pain
that brake me down
and feel so ashmed

of who i am
that i blame my self
for the pain
brought by some one else