hard to breath

the things i do i can tell it hurts everyone that loves me. but i cant make up my mind to say to them "i love you, too" no body can help me off my rope of suffercation is making hard to understansd my heart is a wound that will never mend back together like a scape on 5 years old knee wounds dont heal as fst as a scratch. so much has been taken from me. god im on my knees stop this hurting please! i give you what ever you want just take it but theres not much of it to take not even a heart ache. he denied my wish he denied my plee. i guess this is how it is. pain is endless. . .