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MY SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!

Views (149) Pain Created on 7-20-07 Flag

MY SUICIDE.

I can see the blade through these tear filled eyes.
And the temptation to just slit my throat becomes stronger with every thought.
Maybe it would just be easier to drown myself but it wouldn't feel as good.
I need this.
For me.
And i know everyone else wants me to commit suicide too.
So here i sit.
Staring at the silver blade.
With no-one coming.
Not even to check in on me and see f im ok.
Not even just to say  "I love you."
No.
I have to.
Do this.
NOW.

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On May 3rd 2008 Tiffiscool16 Said :
Tiffiscool16 been there, don't wantta be there again...I have you and you have me now. Together that blade we stare at will disappear and instead we will enjoy eachother's company.
On July 22nd 2007 tswieberg Said :
tswieberg I have to say that this is very disturbing for a family to make one of their own feel this way. Shame on the ones that care nothing for your feelings...judgement day will come. I can tell you that I have felt this way many times in my life and even tried once....regret followed really fast. Trust me when I say this...you have so much more to live for. Please take a minute and read my suicide poem....don't rate...just read it and take it to heart.
On July 22nd 2007 lisajoann88 Said :
lisajoann88 well written, i feel like that sometimes!
On July 20th 2007 numbbbb0z Said :
numbbbb0z Not everyone wants you to kill yourself. And there ARE people asking if you're okay. You have about, 10 caring people all lending their care for you if you ever need them. Please don't ever resort to this :'(
On July 20th 2007 stics917 Said :
stics917 dude i can feel your pain...and thats what poetry is about :]
On July 20th 2007 angeleyes62580 Said :
angeleyes62580 Very Good I could feel your pain.
On July 20th 2007 stabme3 Said :
stabme3 Your very awesome with words. i am looking forward to reading the rest.
On July 20th 2007 dyingfminside Said :
dyingfminside yes this is about me and it is true.. and thank you guys for listening :D
On July 20th 2007 jarnotti Said :
jarnotti wow sad but really good
On July 20th 2007 Javellef Said :
Javellef Frightening emotions, but it draws your reading into your thoughts and feelings. If this is a true account from your real life, let me say that I am always open to listening.
On July 20th 2007 poet77 Said :
poet77 very powerful--shows your exact thoughts when this actually happens. I hope this isn't about you and if it is feel free to talk to me, you can see from my profile what I've been through.