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Is there anyone out there?

Views (170) Pain Created on 7-18-07 Flag

Anyone out there?

I thought someone would come and get me.
I was wrong.
I sit here in my room and cry myself to sleep.
Nothing new.
I scream silently inside and wish it was aloud so everyone would feel my pain.
I wish people would understand what i am.
Misunderstood.
People take one look at me and laugh.
They can not see behind this ugly face.
Yes i will admit that.
There is so much pain behind these blue eyes.
If people would just look past the wierdness.
They would see tht i act wierd to hide the pain.
I am loud when i am trying to forget that i am forgotten.
And yes that makes sense.
I am not the smartest.
I am not pretty.
I am envious.
I am wierd.
But i do love.
And i do care.
There is a small drop of me that wants to be loved.
Is there any-one out there who cares enough to at least TRY to talk to me and get to know me?
Probably not.

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On July 23rd 2007 Tiffiscool16 Said :
Tiffiscool16 YOu are worth so much more...deep down you just have to break through this feeling and grasp onto someone close that cares. Don't lose hope; things get better. YOu have to be willing though to fight no matter what is thrown your way. People are judgmental...I have been that person everyone ignores or makes fun of behind her back. And you lye in that bed thinking you are the one who's wrong, but you're not! Don't let people stop you from doing what you desire. And when you are in that bed pray and keep trying! In the end you will find things will get better:)
On July 22nd 2007 tswieberg Said :
tswieberg You have so much emotion...your poems are really sad. I would love to see you write a poem about hope. To have such a low self esteem and think so little about your worth in life....girl, you are someone...you deserve kidness and love and I have to say that you deserve to be rid of all of the pain that is haunting you. Stay strong.....you are an awesome writer.
On July 20th 2007 angeleyes62580 Said :
angeleyes62580 Good expression of your pain and yes Great poem well written
On July 18th 2007 bobbebreggs Said :
bobbebreggs "omg" this is wonderful i feel the same alot of the time
On July 18th 2007 sexybeast6879 Said :
sexybeast6879 It made me sad but its still good jez ur a great writer
On July 18th 2007 stabme3 Said :
stabme3 i know how you feel. sometimes i feel the same way. its really awesome that u can put what u feel into words like that. truely i think your poem is amazing.
On July 18th 2007 numbbbb0z Said :
numbbbb0z I say wow, because I too have felt this way. On this night. The 18th. Lonely, and wanting to find love. Yet being weird, and an outcast prevented us from being so. That's just...remarkable. On so many levels. Wonderful WONDERFUL style. I really like this =) - And, I don't know if it means anything to you, but I'm glad to know I'm not the only one. And you aren't the only one, either! There IS someone out there for you! He's out there. Somewhere. It'll just take awhile to find the right love =) <3
On July 18th 2007 numbbbb0z Said :
numbbbb0z Wow..
On July 18th 2007 cornnutsrcool Said :
cornnutsrcool if this is how you feel, it made me sad..i know people like this and they go through hurt and suffering for no reason. i can understand this because there are people out there that do think people are weird..i hate that. i used to be considered with the "IN" crowd i guess..but now i just hate it and try to be friends with everyone..unless they give me a reason not to be. i know you can find people that can understand you. and i totally dont think youre weird from what very little i know. :D. i hope everything gets better. just dont care what other people think, just be yourself and it will work out.
On July 18th 2007 Tammy676869 Said :
Tammy676869 WOW!