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Suicidal Truth

Views (242) Tragedy Created on 10-30-07 Flag

I woke up in a fright

Somewhere cold with no light

I heard rain and thunder

Why am I here I wondered

I tried to get up with no avail

My body was just too frail

Black was all I could see

I guess it wasn’t just a dream

The details of what happened are grim

As I thought back on them

 

I stormed out of my house upset and mad

Instead of walking I should have got a cab

But I didn’t, so pain is what I could feel

And all seemed so surreal

From out of nowhere he came

Me not paying attention is to blame

He hit me until I was out like a light

Then took me somewhere out of site

 

He waited until I came too

He had a plan I new

On top of me he got

With all my strength I fought

He was stronger than me

So…I couldn’t get free

 

He rubbed and he felt

Then he loosened his belt

A hard push and he was in

With pleasure he grinned

It hurt so bad

As he poked and jabbed

Fast and hard he went

Oh…the pain it sent

 

The more I cried and screamed

The happier he seemed

So to the pain I succumbed

Until my body was numb

So for 4hours straight

I was beaten and raped

 

As my strength came about

I found my way out

It was the break of dawn

Overnight my virginity was gone

 

During the many weeks that have went by

When asked what happened I lied

That night my life was taken from me

Still today, hurt and pain is all I can see

The truth is in this letter I now write

And I apologize for what happens tonight

Until now my mouth, I kept shut

And tonight my wrist I cut

 -Ashley-   
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On July 31st 2008 luvhim4ever12 Said :
luvhim4ever12 really realy really really good. could feel the emotion. so sad.
On June 4th 2008 ALIESAM21 Said :
ALIESAM21 wow..I know how this feels I was raped! It sucks! I hope this isn't true if it is then...I'm sorry! I know "Sorry" doesn't mean much, but...sorry you had to go through it!
On March 2nd 2008 mackenzie3893 Said :
mackenzie3893 I actually cried! U are amazing. Great writter. I was raped a few months ago after a party. the hardest thing Ive had to work through Sometimes I didnt want to live. I cut my wrist. But God didnt leet me die. Ive made it through it with thhe help of many. Im reparing my life. But it was very good
On February 5th 2008 Bexi93 Said :
Bexi93 flipping hell, have you thought bour getting this published cus it seems poffessional. the detail and emotion you have put into this is auwsum. keep me posted if u write more.
On January 30th 2008 shadyishott Said :
shadyishott OMG I HATE U U WRITE SO NICELY AND SO.....ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT THIS IS WOWW AND I DONT REALLY HATE U -SK8R GURL 8)
On November 27th 2007 xxxAngelicaxxx Said :
xxxAngelicaxxx wow. very emotional. its so sad. but really good. hopefully this isnt true.
On November 2nd 2007 Tiffiscool16 Said :
Tiffiscool16 It's probably the most emotional poem I've read and that's a great accomplishment. It's really sad but the way you wrote it is what really made the poem come alive.
On October 31st 2007 7unicornrings Said :
7unicornrings wow its 1 of the greatest poems ive EVER read. great choice of words and everything. im amazed...its so sad tho...='''( i could feel the pain in throughout the whole poem.
On October 31st 2007 mdlunchtables Said :
mdlunchtables i love this... its so sad but i can see were your comeing from and i feel the emotion... wow
On October 30th 2007 massofwebs Said :
massofwebs wow this is such a really good poem. So sad.
On October 30th 2007 Thugnastay227 Said :
Thugnastay227 ...... . ...... ... ... .. wow ashley...wow.ummmm it held my attention througout. this is powerful and moving.....wow.
On October 30th 2007 guysuck4life Said :
guysuck4life thats really sad