because of you!

looking back to the time when you
weren't here with me i see myself
cast in shadows and pain. but now
i'm happy and alive once again all
because of you. you make my life
worth living. you make me want
to fight to live and be happy with you.
i know it's hard sometimes dealing
with me but i know for a fact that i'd
be dead right now if it weren't for
you.

i believe that you were sent to me
by god as his way of apologizing
for all the pain i have endured. i might
not have faith in him but i still belive
in him. you make my days brighter
and my nights warmer just knowing i
have you if i need you. when i talk to
you a warm sensation spreads all
throughout my body.

i may still cut and i may still cry every
night from the pain and sadness that
goes through my days each day. but
without you i wouldn't be able to live.
you are my angel and i'm so glad that
i have finally found you. you stay and help
me when others have turned there backs
and walked away trying to pretend my
pain doesn't exsist.

you help me through my hard times and
make me smile when i'm down. your
always there and i hope i can help you
in your time of need. you are a true
friend. thank you for watching over me and
just being there when i need someone to listen.
because without you i wouldn't be here
and i wouldn't be able to tell you the things
you need to hear to get through your own
rough times.