Nothing was worth it.

 yes we fight yes we scream.

Sometimes i wish you wernt here for a little while so i could be totally happy.

  Thats what i though thats what i think sometimes. i know its impossible for me to be totally happy but at least some of your annoyance will be taken away.

  I though you broke my lifeline to my music world on purpose. I thought that you ruined my artwork to make me mad. You drew our family on MY bedroom wall and i was furiouse. I yelled at you knowing you didnt really understand. I was mad, i wanted you gone.

    You just stood there and looked at me with tears in your eyes and i couldnt help it i brought you into my arms.

 I could feel your relief that i wasnt mad anymore and your little body stop shaking as you knew you big sissy cared. I held you close and i knew then and there that nothing was worth your happiness.

 I hugged you close knowing that yes we fight yes we scream but i loved you and when you grew up to understand me more we would bond because we rock like that and were sisters.