The Tunnel I call Life

My eyes droop shut as my body goes numb

But I feel so much pain inside.

I only wish I could feel it on the outside too

What is wrong with me?

Why does the smooth edge of a razor look so seductive

The bite marks on my hand look so amazing?

The need to hurt myself so powerful?

Why Can’t I deal with this pain I feel

Why wont it just go away

Out of my life

Gone forever.

I don’t know the answer.

Someone out there must know

But they see no need to help

They all just watch as my finger edges toward it

The one thing that will end it all.

My own demise.

Oh what could it be?

To end my life so easily.

Its simple you see..

I’m leaning towards it, But maybe this isn’t right

No, it isn’t

I think I can see light

In this dark tunnel I call life.

But no, its too late,

For I’ve hit it,

My Self Destruct Button.