daddy i will see you one day

daddy come home to me

i need you.

mommy said that i will never see you

but i have to

i know you was looking for me.

they said you was.

i sit in my bed at night thinking about what it would be like

to live with you.

if i did then maybe the boys would not treat me this way

maybe i would have had beter life

maybe i would have not ben raped

maybe i would know what the hell to do

maybe life would be better

i want to see you

 yvone said i must wait 3 more years

so i will wait

til i turn 18..then i will

walk into the bar u work at

and open my arms to you

 and not let you go.

if you wanted to you could come get me.

i had ur number and tried to call

 your gf picked the phone up

 and next time i tried to call

 you got a new number

 my mother said u did it cuz u did not want me

i said it was cuz of ur gf

my mother said u was bad

i dont like her now

 i dont think i will ever again

she told me you was dead till last year

ten she came cleen

thought we would be happier

we was

that u was alive

then...

 i went into myself

 knowing that the woman that took care of me this hole time

lied this hole time

14 years me praying to god to let you talk to me

somehow

someway

i got mad at god for not letting u live

and then i found out about you

and i prayed my heart out

 for him to forgive me

 for everything i said to him

and  know i know

the tuth

 about mommy

and i hate her

i dont care no more

not about her anywas

 i had a bad life that i think would have been difrent

if you was here

with me

 are i  was with you

i do not blame you

 daddy

 i blame her

and myself

 i should have tried harde

 to find you

 but when i even looked ur number up

 i got bitched out from her

 and when i called i got hit

and  when ur # was changed

i got "i told you he did not love you"

 and now i know

not to trust her

 i kow you love me

 i know you tried to fnd me

 i know you came to my house once

 and she did not let you in

 i know you have pics of me

and when i see you

 i will not let you go

 i will fix this life of mine

 i wll be with you one day

 i will not stop lookng for you

 i will alaways love you daddy