killing me is saving others

Why do you trust me?

Still?

i did you wrong.

just me breathing is not right!

i hate this life i hold.

i dont understand.

How can you still love me

after everthing i did to you?

the lies i told

the things i stole

i hate this!

So i take the razer

and start to cut.

deeper and deeper.

I can see it.

my life flash before my eyes.

I dont like what i see.

someone who killes and stilles

one to shed blood.

i did so wrong in my life.

and yet you still try to save me.

you try to stop the blood

that flows from me.

i dont work.

im doing the right thing.

to end my life

is to save alot more.

me here in your arms

you keep trying to stop the blood

i cant see your face no more.

but ican still hear you sayn'

"i love you"

as if it would bring me back.

the end for me is close

i can feel it

so i will say my last words toyou

and let it  all be done with

......."its for the better trust me. I love you...."

        so i go to hell a

           and take my punishment..