Missing you

Missing my nigga like crazy damn what I wouldn’t do to see you baby. Wishin I could go back in time, so maybe then I could tell you stay. You’d still be here wit me today. Then u wouldn’t be in a cell wit twin bunks, celly fat, funky, and lazy. Dealing wit this is making you crazy. CO’s acting all up tight niggas on the deck stay lookin to fight. wishing you was home every minute on a daily.

Promising you another nigga won’t have my heart,. but shits so hard cuz we so far apart. Knew I loved you from the very start, could tell by the way I felt when we was apart. No other has made me feel this way I pray god be good when you go to court that day. When you looked in my eyes I got a chill that I can’t explain and my blood tingles in my veins. From the very first day I was your girl I knew you was put here for me in this world. Did everything I knew how to show u I’m true, had some problems at first but most couples do. Still holding you down after all we been threw, never knew all love could make you do.

I don’t know how many months went by since I last saw you. Talk to some bitch on the phone and she told me shit that I wish wasn’t true. Wonder in my heart is it me or circumstance that makes you want one more chance. When you find out ya niggas a real snake, the hoes u was fuckin is now all mistakes. Shit I‘ve said before I must say again and again.

We been doing this for less then a year an for you I’ve shed a river of tears. What happens if they give u six years? We both know that soon you will be forgotten. The letters will be much less and paying big phone bills will be hella stress. I don’t want to leave you alone, but what am I to do be all alone. I need somebody by my side, Shit I needed you when my uncle died.

I’m tryin to do my part but killin my baby hurt my heart. It’s so hard to explain how I feel. My feelings for you are O so real, but I can’t help but think that maybe yours ain’t the same. But I knew what I was dealing wit so who’s to blame. Was you tryin to get rich or do you want the hood fame?

I’m stayin down for now, but how long will it last. Life on the outside moves so fast. I wish I knew what the future holds. One thing that will always be true is I will never ever stop loving you!