i cant but i must

She wants this

she needs this

she'll give anything to feel that simple bliss

of the blade sliding across her flesh

She tells herself no

she tells the blade no

she tells the world no

but she finds her hand betraying her mind

As she grabs her best friend:

the blade, it smiles back in the way it always does

she knows there's a small price to pay

but she can't hold it back

What she did not know was this cut

would be her last

for too deep she went

and too late to turn back

She laughs at the world

as it begins to fall from her grasp

now they'll all know

how she felt so alone......