Animal I Have Become

Standing in the darkness,

Watching...waiting,

I see him start to walk away and I follow him,

He looks back,

Stops and stares,

All he sees is a beautiful girl, nothing else,

He cant see the evil surrounding me,

He cant feel the beast inside of me,

He starts walking towards me, a smile on his face,

He knows hes beautiful, so hes cocky,

Full of himself, thinking every girl will just drop at his feet,

I smile back, batting my eyes, knowing how much they affect him,

He walks up beside, starts talking,

I dont pay attention to a word he says,

Just stare, trying to warn him away with my eyes,

But I know the beast in me is much too powerful,

I obey it or die, and everyone I care for dies with me,

He asks me a question, and I dont know what it was,

So I just say yes, and he wraps his arm around my waist,

We start walking,

He keeps up the little conversation,

And this time I actually pay attention,

Hes talking about how hott I am,

And what hes going to do to me when we get to his place,

I just smile and laugh in all the right places,

Reveling in the surprise hes going to happen upon

We get to his door and he unlocks it, pushes me onto the bed,

I just giggle and go willingly, knowing his demise is soon to come,

I am not even myself anymore,

The beast has taken complete control,

Relishing the power to come,

He tells me to undress,

So I do, knowing he wont get to enjoy the site for long,

He strips and walks over, lies down beside me,

He starts kissing me,

I pull away and start kissing his neck, and stop right at the pulse there,

My fangs emerge and I scrape his skin lightly,

He sighs, I sink my teeth in deep,

He cries out in pain,

Then goes limp as the pain turns to ecstasy,

I drink in his lifes blood,

Relishing in the power of it,

The salty, tangy taste,

I drink it deep and I feel my power grow,

I lick away the last drop and push him away from me,

Disgusted with myself, and what I have become,

But then the beast takes over again,

I get dressed,

Lick my lips to moisten them,

Taste the blood,

And smile.