Perfect?

What can be explained as perfect?
Why are there so many accounts of it?
How come all account are pure lies?
What makes perfection such an issue?
Who would ever try to pinpoint perfect?

Count on me to destroy your hopes

Depend on me to sink your ship one it floats

Do to me what I would never do to you

I'm not perfect, sorry but I care, I wish you knew

I'm IN love with you , I don't JUST care

And I can only dream or pretend your there

If I were worthy would you start to notice?

If I was perfect, youd you even know this?

If you realized I went out of my way for you

Would you have jumped to choose her so soon?

I'm sorry I'm no longer there for you to depend on

Its only cause you left when I was helping you be strong

Nothing is going to hlep me be right again

No one can heal the cuts from which I've bled

But I'll put on my perfect little smile

As long as it keeps you happy all the while...

But if I'm n the middle of a happy giggle

Don't be surprised if a tear drop trickles...

I'm never going to be good enough for you

I will never compare to her, its so true

Perfect as you fake I am

Ill never make it, I know I can't

Forgive me for ruining your fufilled life

I'll back off, no matter how hard I have to strive

I'd rip my heart straight out my chest

Only if I saw a smile on your perfect face

You wouldn't even notice though

So what the hell is the god damn point?